Life In Life Out

Just before I close my eyes last night
My whole life and dreams flashed before my eyes
All the happiness I might have
All the bitterness I might taste
Worried...
Scared...
Petrified...

It is not the acceptance
Nor it is to deny

It is where the path leads after a soul is parting from the flesh..
Where to.. that is the question.

I just want to love.