Engkau seperti kekasihku yang dulu, sungguh hadirmu menyejukkan risau jiwaku

Seperti Kekasihku - Padi

What is right, what is wrong
What is light, what is strong
For some reasons, we can't choose the one we love
For some reasons, we can't be with the one we fall
If only it's the regular feeling, to a regular figure
None of these would happen

My dear rascal
What I feel is real
What is unsealed, is an unfinished deal

I want it to be real
I want it to be a real deal
But what is right is not always be what is strong

A Crush..?

Just when I thought that crush stop knocking on my door, it came along a new one. Well, it's not acctually a such new person, but I didn't expect to feel like that to this one, in a time and place where I could have such chemistry. I dont know whether the cupid has shot me the right feeling, but I do enjoy the chemistry. For, now, I would wait for the chemistry to grow. Is it growing? Beats me.

God plays his role in a very misterious way.

Love is a regular thing
It comes every now and then
Just when we think that we have the feeling
It came near or it ran

Depends..
Depends on who are we falling in to
Is it scary when someone fall in for us
Is it really nice when we are fall in for someone

Depends..
Really really depends..

Memang salahku yang tak pernah bisa meninggalkan dirinya tuk bersama kamu.
Walau 'tuk trus bersama, kan ada hati yang kan terluka..

Aku Cinta Kau dan Dia - Ahmad Dhani

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Harder To Breathe - Maroon 5


Aku hanya lelaki yang ingin dicintai
Dengan sepenuh hati
Bukan untuk kau lukai..

Sudahlah - Julliete

It isn't easy to leave
It isn't easy to stay
It isn't easy to say
It's a burden to keep in silent

To share the dreams
To share the smile
To share the laughter
To share th joy
Together ease the pain
To live as one
free and gladly

Simple wish
Simple expectation
Simple dream
Simple life?

My dear stranger,
U make me feel brand new.
In a such way that I could stop doing what i'm doing.
In a way that I just can't stop myself to think.
In a pretty sure way that I have to stop loving.

My dear stranger,
I want us to be closer,
and no longer to be stranger.
But what I want could cost anger.

Leaving is probably the most relieving.

Stranger, I do fall in love with u.
But I just dont know how to define it.

A senseless kind of person.
Feel like no need of kiss.
Feel like not to be kissed.
Feel like no need of hug.
Feel like not to be hugged.
Feel like no need of anything.
Feel like not getting anything.

Is it true that one could end up senseless.
Or just dont want the feeling to be involved.

This kinda stupid.
Really.
Have u ever wake up from your 3 hours of sleep,
finding out your tears just flooding up your pillow..
and you just can't stop tearing.
You actually dont feel any sadness.
Don't feel any pain.
Don't really know what's going on.
Don't have a clue was there any nightmare..
Considering your life is okay,
and there is no such thing that you can call a problemo.
You just sit there.. tearing and thinking.
What the f*#* is going on??!!??

I don't do tears.
I don't do whine.
I just don't do tears.
But it happened.
And I couldn't stop it.

What is it about?

(sigh) am I missing someone?
(sigh) I dont have that love.
(sigh) I am not even sure whether I need one.
I simply miss the thouch.
The real thouch of the real love.
In which I just can't help myself to deny.

Please, get this kind of love away from me.

written by the melancholy side of me